March 2012
February 2012
I'm just waiting to be replaced by the person you...
HONESTY HOUR. ASK ME A.N.Y.T.H.I.N.G
you-just-dont-get-it:
- advice
- secret questions
- annon
- non-annon
ANYTHING YOU CAN THINK OF, GET TO KNOW ME MORE!!!!!!!
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REBLOG THIS FOR A SOLO PROMO!!!!!!!!!!!
Gotta love it when no one knows you’re home and your dads girlfriend comes roaring in yelling about how terrible we all are and you hear everything. We’re only family when you want something from us, don’t expect us to treat you any differently.
me: okay if i go to bed now i can still get 5 hours of sleep
me: okay if i go to bed now i can still get 4 hours of sleep
me: okay if i go to bed now i can still get 3 and a half hours of sleep
me: okay if i go to bed now i can still get 3 hours of sleep
me: okay if i go to bed now i can still get 2 and a half hours of sleep
me: okay if i go to bed now i can still get 2.25 hours of sleep
me: okay if i go to bed now i can still get 2 hours of sleep
me: okay if i go to bed now i can still get an hour and 45 minutes of sleep
me: okay if i go to bed now i can still get an hour and a half of sleep
me: okay if i go to bed now i can still get an hour of sleep
me: okay if i go to bed now i can just not wake up and sleep all day
Anonymous asked: You are amazing. To be strong for so long, to have to deal with so much pain, hurt, suffering.... Amazing isn't even close to a good enough word. I just want to say, please hang in there, please remember the long way you have come- so the long way you still have to go! Don't ever think about killing yourself, because you would be so missed, and you would miss so much as well. I've...
Anonymous asked: I don't want you to die. some people don't understand that people with "easy lives" can be just as unhappy as the poorest person in the world.
mum: you have such an easy life, yet you complain all the time and half of the work that you're supposed to do is never finished, what the hell is wrong with you?
me: do you really want to know? last time I couldn't do my work because I was too busy on the internet looking up ways on how I should die, and the other night I was to busy trying to see whether or not I should eat or starve myself, and this morning I was too busy trying to see whether I should tear my skin open or not. so yeah, I have a pretty damn easy life right? but anyway you're right to shout at me, who'd want a daughter whose depressed, self harms and starves herself?
I feel like you only need me when i don't need you
I hate that moment when you seem to be getting...
I want to die. Are you happy now?
I fuck everything up.
3mi-ly:
Friendships. Relationships. School work. Everything. God, I should be dead I’m such a waste of a person.
I knew the real world would just fuck me up all over again. I was fucking happy, I was fixed and now I’m broken again and it was all for nothing but false hopes
I feel so mean and horrible, but I am in such a good place right now and this doesn’t happen a lot, it never happens, and I’m trying to hold onto everything I learned, because i can’t afford to lose it right now and life’s only as bad let it become, even if you start with a disadvantage like depression and others like it.
Teachers: Don't talk to strangers online.
Parents: Don't talk to strangers online.
Everyone: Don't talk to strangers online.
Someone: So, what's your hobby?
Me: Talking to strangers online.
I went to a personal development course on the...
On the last night we had to go around in a circle and each person said what they liked about you, almost everyone in my group said they loved how happy I was and how much I smiled. Right away I realised I was smiling genuinely for the first time ever and that maybe I will be ok one day. Than you all you amazing monkeys!!!
